I get altitude sickness. Bad. I can't breathe and doing anything is at least twice the struggle as normal...
The reason I bring this up is because lately I feel like that. Not because there is anything physically wrong with me... I feel like I can't get air...
I will get back to writing again. I really want to... I just have to get past this funk and get back to where it doesn't feel like twice the struggle as normal.
2010 better start looking up from here on out..... I'm already not happy about turning 30 this year (I know it's just a number and I've honestly never been bothered AT ALL before, but this one is really getting to me), so it'd better not try to push anything else at me... You've been warned, 2010.
I need a vacation.
kelly, is this "funk" anxiety? it totally sounds like it. go see a doctor, girl! and seriously, turning 30 isn't that bad. i had all those same unhappy feelings about it and there isn't much change from 29 to 30 except that you are older! hang in there chickie!
ReplyDeleteI know a lot of people who have been feeling that way this year. It sucks! I hope 2010 is kinder to you in the weeks to come.
ReplyDeleteThankks for writing this
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